Today is the 3rd day my baobei went back to ICT for reservist and also our 38 month anniversary. Again miss him a lot, can't msn, or chat with him make me really feel lonely but lucky today Hui Shan came to my house and accompanied me. At least i am not a loner where no one can speak to.

My mother today forgot to woke my brother up and as a result when i found out he still sleeping, i faster woke him up. Now my mother start to work for 12 hour shift, she being more tire which made me feel sad because right now i still need her to work so hard just for our family. I ever ask myself, when i could than let my mother no need to work so hard and enjoy her life. She been alone hardworking to brought me and my brother up for more than 15 years, how am i going to repay her.

Even though i always made my mother angry and she always made me angry, but still she cared a lot to me. I understand that but i sometime just don't understand why must i made her so tire and angry at times. Hopefully one day i can make my mother feel happy to have me as this kind of daughter. The is what i felt when i see my mother every time after work.This is why i hate being alone, because whenever i am alone i will think a lot of things.

Today meet Hui Shan go popular to buy file and than come to my house to do project. She went home around 5pm. After she went home, i continue my online manga and still yet started studying my OAM /TPD. Just another day wasted doing nothing.

The following is another random upload of Hana Yori Dango Photo book: